The past few days have been a bit on the rough side. I have bounced back and forth from silly and happy to frustrated and upset. Things went on a rollercoaster from being just peachy to having an argument with someone to getting super mad at someone else to being excited about hanging out with friends. I know, I know.... I sound ridiculous. But that is my last two days in a nutshell.

I guess the most important thing I've had to remember again and again in the last few days is that even when I can't see the reason for things, God can. Isn't that neat? When I feel like everybody hates me and I'm never going to figure out how to fix that (a.k.a. having a pity party!), or when I'm hurting for someone else, HE knows what's going on. He knows if the problem is because of my attitude (which it is about 90% of the time) or because of something else.

I guess the most important thing I'm trying to say here is that God is in control. Even if it feels like the world is falling out from under you, or you can't see a way out of the problem you have, He is there to help and guide you. The big thing is that you have to let Him. I often forget that. I take the "steering wheel" but then get mad at God because things are all wrong. Then I look down and realize just who is the one with the hands on the controls. Ouch. It's painful but necessary to do control checks occasionally.... in other words, almost every day!

Well, thanks for sticking around for my wanderings there. Sometimes it just feels better to get something off your chest. Not to mention that as I write things out I learn more about/from them. So, until my next confused and sporadic post, God bless!